i think its really great when people can be honest and i think its really sad that [almost] everyone in highschool grinds. thats like the highschool dance.
and i mean dance in two ways.
we grind into eachother with judgements and insecurities and lash out when we are feeling hurt or threatened or worthless, and get ground into a pulp by our crushing self-doubt and the weight of what we percieve others expectations to be.
And its logical to be attracted to those who seem more whole, who have this thing figured out. They arent grinding they really are dancing, dancing around the mere immaturity of it all, becuase pure pure happiness is untouchable, this joy dance where you are following your own path, own footsteps, and we all dance around eachother without pain or interference, because at this point who gives a fuck what other people do. whats the point? who really knows what they are doing right now. what youth truly knows who they are. yet how many pretend to?
and then you perfect your own dance and can reach out to others, because you no longer need to look where you are going. and then you both can dance while holding hands and touching and not hurt eachother. and that is being close and being friends and that is the type of love that i think everyone needs. the kind that lifts you out of whatever hurt youve encountered. lifts you out so much you are high enough to see how low it was down there, making fun of others. when you had no idea of yourself either. then the dance twirls you around cause its okay
what?
Joey and i made this but you probably wont understand it unless youre in my english class
That movie was nice. My favorite part is when you're pulling apart the flower. Whether it's meant to be dead I don't know, but the touch is really interesting. Super Duper Work!
ReplyDeleteoh hey i took that picture right there.
ReplyDeletei guess this post was pretty cool too.