secret shoutoutehzzz '09:

i think you have good intentions

i think you understand a lot of things so clearly, i think they are things common to all of us, but i still believe you are special because not many people can say them with such honesty

i think you need to come to terms with yourself

i think validation can come from wherever you choose, based on your personal goals and internal wants. i do not think the satus quo satisfies anyone.

i do not think there are rules, and i think everyone is confused. i think high school is (quite obviously) a time of change and growth, and i think the most confused ones are the ones who settle into rules and patterns. you do not need followers if you believe in yourself, and i think followers in the form of friends naturally come if you do

i think believing in yourself is attractive to others, especially those looking to find that quality for themselves

i do not think you need to change for anyone

i do not think you should expect people to change for you

i do not think you would hurt people if you werent hurt yourself

i think you have a beautiful smile, because it is so honest and raw.

i think you find what you want to find in people.

i think you need to stop judging. only because i do not think it makes you happy

i think you are attractive to so many people because you have the capacity to genuinely like so many different types of everyone. and i think everyone is looking to be loved and accepted

i think the world needs to stop hurting eachother. i think more often than not, the hurt is not deliberate. i think misery loves company, and i think that truly happy people are self-satisfied, and do not need company. i think we all need one big traffic light

RED LIGHT stop acting, stop limiting

YELLOW LIGHT recreate yourself, imagine

GREEN

i dont believe in being yourself, because sometimes that means settling for your present self. i think you should envisage yourself how you wish to be. and i think you will become it.

personally, i like to be like a filter. i do not want any judgements to get caught and choke me, i want actions to flow around and through me. i am touched, immersed, yet unmoved.

ideally, i will be lit up by the light i see in others.

will be a reflection of the beauty of those around me

maybe in this way, i can be beautiful

and maybe if i get there, i can give it away


did i mention that sometimes i'm not right?

not-so-secret shoutoutz:
if your name is rebekah, i miss you :(
and if you are my godsister, i think you are beautiful inside and out, and i believe in you to do so many things, and im not sure i tell you this enough. you also make me excited about life, because i think we have belief in eachother, mutually. i believe you have so much to offer to the world. i believe you make a difference. and ill never let you run across the sahara desert without me, or ever with anyone named charlie. what a bastard